i suppose by now many have gathered GEM is the end of the chapter... not the series.. yet the chapter.
the reason for all the sadness... the reason the wind can blow through me as though i were a feather... the question remains... the feather of the wing of an angel... or the feather of a migrating bird..
today we spoke for the first time for hours since the sky fell... yet we still spoke with anger, bitterness and hatred. yet longing. and naturally i'm speaking for myself here. Gem actually said he was scared to see me in a few weeks face to face (oh yes... he is currently abroad... we chatted today via internet)
he said he was scared.
isn't it funny... i lived two years in fear and anxiety... now have no strength to give and only salt to engrave my legacy in.
when he spoke today, i was at many times at a loss for word or thought. after all, i loved him to much during the thunder storms... i was there for two years... yet, i had to convince him.
tonight the dragons whispered...
as i heard a song... it said perfectly all i wanted to say today.
perfectly
i'm still amazed when i hear the words...
this is what i want to say, to my thunderstorm past... hede the eye...
listen to the song if u like, by clicking here
"Holyground"
Take your pride
and lift it high
I've come to say goodbye
You've got your live
And I've got mine
Sometimes hard to draw that line
I like to walk
And my way is my own
You taught me how
Don't you know
And there must be
some place to meet
I take off my shoes
I'll walk bare-foot when I do
Standing there in front of you
I want to honest
I want to be true
I like to walk
And my way is my own
You taught me how
Don't you know what we found
Brother maybe
We're on holy ground
Take your pride
and lift it high
I must leave without you
Good advice I grow stronger
Where the mountains rise
Standing there in front of you
I want to honest
I want to be true
In front of you
A-ha Analogue 2006
